Hey, this is Roll/Lucca's player. I don't know if you remember me or not. I was an active player around 2011, but, over two years ago, I left the board after a lot of personal drama that CRRP did not need.
For those who remember, I'm here to apologize for my behavior, and to explain what happened. The truth is, I was suffering from clinical depression at the time. These bouts of depressions was what caused me to lash out and threaten to rage-quit. It induced episodes of extreme self-loathing. It also affected my ability to function in other areas of my life, but the game was where I erupted. However, at the time, I never made that connection, and just chalked it up to stress – which continued the cycle.
But, when I left, I had time to reflec…Read more >